Last day of Freedom

So, tonight is the end of my summer vacation. I'm starting my math 122 class tomorrow at 10am. I'm nervous, scared, annoyed and excited. I managed straight a's last semester, so I'm hoping to at least pull a B for this class. My GPA didn't improve with a whole semester worth of A's though..I'm still at a 3.3. But that's better than some, I suppose. And what have I done today? Absolutely nothing. I woke up at around 10am and left the house once to get cigarettes and snacks. That's it.

I feel so lazy it's almost sickening. Granted, I have done a bunch this week, the house is in much better shape than it was last week, I started a new exercise routine and I've started to look into home business opportunities. It's been rather productive, just not my last day. I personally feel it's due to my boyfriend's prolonged trip to Iowa. Also one of my best friends left for India. I had to meet my mother 100+ miles out of town. It's a number of things that made today completely useless to me.

And it wasn't as if I didn't want to do something today, that just happened that I didn't. I don't blame anyone but myself. I know that I'm going to miss this freedom come Wednesday probably and Friday I'll be cursing this class because I don't want to be in class all week and then spend an entire day working. Gone will be my three day weekends. Hello to a full schedule and more headaches to come. Take everything one day at a time and you'll always be moving forward. That's what I'm telling myself. Hopefully it will help ease the stress.